6 WKS AND COUNTING!

Yes that's right the official count down can begin. I have six weeks till my official due date! Baby #3 will be joining our family. I have very mixed emotions. I am so glad I have gotten to a point where I am not sooo worried about her coming, and how its all going to play out. I am close enough to my due date that things would most likely be ok. Granted that nothing terrible happens. Baby is still about two wks small but perhaps she will just be a small baby... which I don't mind at all. Our lives as we know them are about to greatly change. To be honest I am terrified as what this is going to be like. Ammon is starting kindergarten and having a new baby to top that off is a little overwhelming to think about.. so I try not to think about it. Everyone keeps telling me the third one is the hardest.. I am really scared.. Caitlynn I love her to death but she was a reallly reallly really hard baby and cried alot. After I had her I thought my life was over.. little did I know it was really just begining. I am glad she grew out of it she was a much easier toddler than Ammon ever was. As for nesting... well I am not. I have done nothing to get ready for this baby, I haven't gotten out the clothes or put up the crib.. for heaven sake I still need to buy a car seat for this baby, oh and not to mention still haven't picked a name. In the mean time I know I should be doing a few things to get ready but I guess in some ways it still just hasn't hit me that I am having another baby. I think between battling morning sickness( which yes I still have at least two days a wk) and exhaustion, and two other small children I just am not ready. That probably sounds weird as much as I would like my life to go back to normal.. I know the minute she is out normal will go out the window. Soooo in the meantime, I will just think about getting ready to have her and call it good at that. Perhaps if I think about it long enough I will do something about it. haha!