Well here we go..

So today I saw the perinatologist. I am really high risk right now. I have a huge blood clot in there and its not good. I am on strict bed rest. Not to do anything else. I have alot of underlying issues as well. I had some blood work issue with blood count and so forth, the hole in my heart might be having some issues ( still have to go see a cardiologist). If the blood clot doesn't heal and get better I am at risk for alot of different things. The good news is that right now the baby is unaffected and seems to be growing really well. I guess I just need to have faith and stay in my bed and hope that things work out. Right now they are mostly concerned that as I am 14 wks it could end up in late miscarriage. But as I progress and get further along it can end in pre term labor among other things, I don't really remember all the other scenarios she gave ( I had begun to cry by that point). Anyhow, we are going to pray hard that we can get this baby safely here and in the mean time just stay in bed and not do anything. I have had lots of blood work done and am still waiting on some results. So I am hoping for the best and trying really hard to be happy about being on bed rest for the next 6 months, or if the blood clot heals up and goes away.. which ever comes first.
So ready or not here we go.
I am sorry this is all I seem to blog about lately, but I haven't been taking many pictures or gone anywhere exciting... So hopefully in the weeks to come I will find other things to write about.